The years that have past have been filled with learning and instruction from the lord Jesus. I have gone through all types of human emotion and all types of human feelings. Many regarded me as a hypocrite who expected a lot from people. Many also said I only claim to be what I am even though they did not bring about proof of what they were saying. I decided to live as a human being in oder to know why they were so frustrated by me.
To live as a human you need to break the link you have with the light yet dont completely break it, just a tear will do. Practically put you break the chain of prayer and pray only sometimes. So I did exactly that and a break in the chain of meetings with the others. Now that I was human I found my self vulnerable to attacks by the darkness. I soon came to realize that anyone who loves God as much as they do now had to be human at some point, so they have seen the full extent of Gods mercy and grace. Despite all the horrible things I did in my human form God took me back every time I called. I would even do things conscious of the consequences. God was patient with me in my human form and I wondered how much more he could take.
This brought me to understand the extent of the blood. The blood was and is the most powerful thing that God had ever created. It was the power that allowed God and his creation to meet. It restored the relationship they once had. With the blood in place God will love his creation for eternity.
Now elect of God be Glad And shout to the lord with gladness in your hearts.